Bittersweet Guilt

I leave you because my life is somewhere else
I leave you because there was no place to breathe
Close to you I found no space
I was everything
But in the dream of someone else
To make your dream happen
I’ve tried so hard to be smaller
Turning inward to take less space
I was waiting by my side yeah
Watching you rise when I’m falling
I feel myself dying
Contortions ain’t for dreamers
I miss you like I Miss my friends
I want to help you but I can’t take your hand
I want to talk to you but I’ve nothing to say
To feel good is now part of my pain
I leaved behind me
I feel how it costs
The one I loved the most
I took you off what made you happy
I wasn’t in love and I feel, so sorry
Breaking your heart finally stop the strife
To know who had the main role in my life
To make your dream happen
I’ve tried so hard to be smaller
Turning inward to take less space
I was waiting
But contortions ain’t for dreamers
Rage
Life
My life is somewhere else
I was in the dream of someone else
I leaved behind me
I feel how it costs
The one I loved the most
I took you off what made you happy
I wasn’t in love and I feel, so sorry
Breaking your heart finally stop the strife
To know who had the main role in my life