Obsessive Convulsive

This is the last confirmation
Grabbing and pulling so hard with desperation
You are your own revocation
I can see your skin bleed with inflammation
Creation deflated
Born once cremated
Your life defeated now I am at a loss
And I watch you die
Seeing you all cry
Baby you are the reason that I keep myself alive
Stay with me
Because my mind is numb and I can’t stop shaking
Stay with me
There’s just so much to say but I can’t get it out
Please don’t leave
Because my mind is numb and I can’t stop shaking
Don’t give up on me
Cause I’m obsessive convulsive
I tremble as I watch you lying there slowly fading away
I’m picking it up
Paid the price but now it’s done
Getting my eyes on the prize
Is it truth or is it lies
Creation deflated
Born once cremated
Your life defeated now I am at a loss
And I watch you die
Seeing you all cry
Baby you are the reason that I keep myself alive
Stay with me
Because my mind is numb and I can’t stop shaking
Stay with me
There’s just so much to say but I can’t get it out
Please don’t leave
Because my mind is numb and I can’t stop shaking
Don’t give up on me
These pieces I’m putting together to bring myself back
This life is so full of commitment and it’s something that I will always
fucking lack
I told myself that I’m leaving and never coming back
Why did I lie to myself
Motherfuckers
Why did I lie to myself
(There's just so much to say but I can’t get it out)
Stay with me
Because my mind is numb and I can’t stop shaking
Stay with me
There’s just so much to say but I can’t get it out
Please don’t leave
Because my mind is numb and I can’t stop shaking
Don’t give up on me
Cause I’m obsessive convulsive