Sick Lullaby

I feel so empty
Sitting on my porch
On my way to church
I feel so lucky
I got loads of money but
Not a lover I could trust
'Cause I’m a superficial, superficial girl
Sold the devil my own soul
I’m a superficial, superficial girl
And can’t let go
In my land of fairytales, you were an angel
With eyes so pure and kind, like a lullaby
Played me like a monster now you are a stranger
Your voice stuck in my head, like a lullaby
Hey, God, don’t judge me
When I’m sippin' from my gin
Confessing all my sins
Maybe I was born sick
I’m not good at goodbyes
But I’m good to hurt you right
'Cause I’m a superficial, superficial girl
Sold the devil my own soul
I’m a superficial, superficial girl
And can’t let go
In my land of fairytales, you were an angel
With eyes so pure and kind, like a lullaby
Played me like a monster now you are a stranger
Your voice stuck in my head, like a lullaby
Russian roulette, I’m playing with your love
But if I beg, you’ll give me more
Russian roulette, I’m playing with your love
But if I beg…
In my land of fairytales, you were an angel
With eyes so pure and kind, like a lullaby
Played me like a monster now you are a stranger
Your voice stuck in my head like a lullaby