Anxiety

I look the devil in the face
In the morning
Everyday when I brush my teeth
I’m like
Bitch you want it?
Inner demons always
Hauntin' me
Tauntin me
I googled this shit
And they say it’s called anxiety
I might
Just die any minute
Hope and praying
That the sky is the limit
Cause i’ll find my wings
Start flying
Buck wild like a pigeon
With the message
Through the presence
Of the vision
Isn’t it
Funny?
How we just keep on working for the money
Through the days
When the days working us for nothing
Someting’s
Gotta change
Caught up in the vicious cycle
Spinning like the ball
On a dunk from Michael
Straight 10 from the judges
Outside i’m looking great
On the inside i’m holding grudges
Wait
Think I
Need to
Change places
Feeling jaded
Real impatient
Mom
I gotta make it
(ohh)
It’s been too long
Sleepin on the futon
Tryna put the crew on
And get my mom a crib
I dropped outta school
Even though I had a scholarship
Was getting caught up in the mix
Of the fake life
Everybody going there
Wants to live the great life
Not knowing there stake knife
Creepin on em day night
It’s called that fucking student debt
Thinking that if you invest
All your daddys money in it
You’ll be set
Blind eyeing every threat
But that’s not really how it goes
I mean it could
If that’s the case
You’ll love the fucking life you chose
And if it don’t
You’ll drowning in the water slow
Waiting for the boat
That’s never coming
Reaching for the rope
I’m feeling sorry for ya’ll
Really am
And if you hating
I don’t give a damn
Don’t ever judge the man
That’s keeps working
Through the adversity
That is me
Tryna be the better person
But ya’ll beating me down
With ya drumsticks
What if I make it?
Wouldn’t that be some shit?
After all your fuckin
Wack ass assumptions
You the type of bitches
That be 4th down punting
Not me
Imma take the shot
Trap me in
And i’ll break the box
You’ll never shake the plot
I gotta dream
And i’m headed for it
I’m on the run
Like the end of forest
I need the bread enormous
So much
Imma need storage
I want peace
But I go to war with
Any
Body…