Medicated Thoughts

Yeah
Look I apologize I may sound a little slurred like
The right side of my face is all on that nova cane
I can’t feel like the right side of my mouth
But all this medication got me feeling some type of way
You was supposed to be, you was supposed to be
Everything to me, everything to me
You was supposed to be, you was supposed to be
Everything to me, everything to
Everything to me, everything to me
You was supposed to be, you was supposed to uhh
Ahh
They gave me nova cane to numb the pain
It got me thinking we one in the same
Doc told me I should rest
But in all actuality I need to confess
There’s a couple things lingering I need to address
Damn this nova cane got me feeling open man
I been navigating oceans never tapping the potion
I never worry bout a thing less it’s broken
Too much on my mind, I feel fine
Who am I kidding I’m still lying
You were one of a kind
I remember spending time way back in 09 and
You was supposed to be, you was supposed to be
Everything to me, everything to me
(Talking)
And doc said I should go home and uh
I need rest but uh
I felt like this was just an opportunity to say what’s on my chest
And uh
Like if you could see the
Letters I never wrote
Emotions I never spoke
Doc why the gauze in my mouth he said it’s to block my throat
I just had an epiphany
Look what Jesus done did for me
Got me thinking bout all the things
In my life I could of done differently
What if this was it for me
Real life
I done told everybody the feelings I feel right
Five summers, still life
You was supposed to be
Everything to me, everything to me
Yeah
Everything to me, everything to me