End of a Breed

How many songs will it take me to make what I wanted to make
How many times will I have to relate what I wanted to keep
Lost in my head, one in the morning i’m tossing in bed
Hmm, how could you leave me on read
Word to Laumeaga that something I dread (too easy)
Won’t even talk is it something I said
Who could relate to these thoughts in my head, yeah
It’s hard to relate if you tryna play dead
That just the age that we living
Everybody’s pro take something from you never for giving
Loyalty like the Raptors it’s never a factor
You said you needed space mmm you mean something like NASA
I’m something like end of a breed, authoring stories for me, yeah
Chelsea your words are the seed, now watch them grow to a tree, uh
That was just me paying homage to phrases I needed to see, yeah
I made mistakes in my past cuz I won’t what I needed to be, damn
Is any one honest as me…
How many songs will it take me to make what I wanted to make
How many songs do I have to create for my records to break
I used to want me like 900,000 to buy an estate
Now all I want me is rain to help wipe away all my mistakes, uh
I’m bout to move outta state
I got my foot on they neck with a smile on my face
I just been hitting the weights but I still find it harder to wait
I do not beef so it’s up in the air like i’m raising the stakes
I’ll do whatever it takes
It’s been a year and some change since I been on a date
Wait. we can’t even call that a date
I caught a dub when I told you I wanted to wait
Huh… sheesh
I guess it is what it is, I guess I am who I am
I play the cards in my hand, shuffle then play 'em again
And I’m not the type to pretend, more like the type to repent
All of my sins, Lord please forgive me for them
Pray I won’t do it again then do it again
Is any one honest as me…
Or am I the end of a breed
Am I the end of a… yeah
Am I the end of a breed