Downfall

I’m so tired
I’m so tired of being focused on the next way out
And there’s so much happening here
I’m afraid of what I’m missing if I don’t slow down
Slow down
I forgot what I’m doing this for
Shit don’t make sense anymore
I’m so tempted to walk out that door
I’ve been here before
Lately I just don’t know
If my mind’s moving slow
But I go go go go
Would somebody save me?
If I can make it home
'Cause I’m going crazy
And I may lose control
I can’t tell anymore who’s been lying
I’m still numb from the drugs you’re supplying
Better off if my walls
Leave me alone
I needed to fall just to show me how
I needed a reason to shut you out
'Cause I just can’t fuck with
You just run your mouth
Yeah, I’m feeling numbless like Nova Cain
And nobody wants me to show my pain
'Cause under the surface they’re all the same
Would somebody save me?
If I can make it home
'Cause I’m going crazy
And I may lose control
I forgot why I’m doing this for
Don’t make sense anymore
Tempted to walk…
Save me from myself
Save me from this spell
Save me from their hell
'Cause I’m going crazy
Save me from myself
Save me from this spell
Save me from their hell
'Cause I’m going crazy
I forgot why I’m doing this for
Don’t make sense anymore
Tempted to walk…