I Don't Know

There’s a sound from the sky
I can hear in the night
From where it comes from
I’m unsure
Like a cold callous call
And I know who it’s for
Hug my knees to my chest
And I wait for the dawn
And I don’t know, I don’t know
If I want to outgrow
This feeling of otherness
Cos I’ll never know god
For you can’t hold the fog
Of your dreams as they leave you
And break for the dawn
I dream I’ll meet you wet among the limbs
Of slowing time
I dream I’ll meet you wet among the limbs
Of arrested moments
And I don’t know, I don’t know
Where my happiness goes
In that moment not dying, nor born
With my eyes open wide
How I spoil for a fight
Then I cradle my anger
And wait for the dawn