You Don't Know Me

I sometimes like to go to extremes
But I’m caught in the middle off a nightmare and a scary dream
And I wanna know what it feels to be clean
Cause I’m tangled in the thoughts and the drugs that seem to never leave
And im tired of feeling pain
Always shot in the heart and I watch my blood pour out and bleed
And im tired of feeling insane
But im numb to the words you say
But don’t speak
Skin deep
Cause you don’t know you don’t know me
And I’m tired
And done
Of fucking reality
Let the rain fall down
Hold my breath before we drain
But I’m done
Let me be
Cause you don’t know you dont know me
I don’t want to roll the dice for life
To figure where ill be tonight
And how we’ll burn up in the flames and fires
When all thats left is your desires
And Im falling in
And I wanna feel again