Ashes Everywhere

I’ll be silent in my solitude
Can’t fight my smile
Or my gratitude
I’m afraid of what I might do
'Cuz there’s no me if there’s no me and you
I wish that I could open up your eyes
To feel the sun that burns in your mind
I can’t deal with what you have done
Reincarnate I wonder who I might become
Without potential I’m already gone
I could be as fresh as hard bubblegum
I don’t have nothing now
I want me some
First some of you
Then some of everyone
Oh darling since you’ve been away from me
I know how the pins fill
In the bowling alley
They say love is something you feel but never see
When I see you
I finally disagree
I’m just trying to be all that I can be
Without destroying you now
Or joining the army
Your ashes must be blowing everywhere
'Cuz I can seem to feel you
And you’re nowhere near
And though you didn’t say so
I can tell that you still care
We could have had it all
But then, nothing is fair
I still think about washing your hair
I wish I could wash away all of your despair