Break of Dawn

Dear God had a bad night/
Had a battle couldn’t put a fight/
Said prayer that ain’t reach the ceiling/
Got this unfulfilling feeling inside/
Feeling week & discouraged/
That’s a feeling that I can’t hide/
Heard you healing people in the house/
Well, That’s a ceiling that I can’t climb/
I no longer fear death/
I’m afraid when it is time/
For you to take me you would tell me/
Can you see what you left behind?/
Crazy thoughts when I rewind/
Being shunned like Frankenstein/
Treated like I had loose screws/
Tryina loosen up, need a peace of mind/
But they need a piece of mine/
Loyalty is hard to find/
I put my life on the line/
But then they cut me from behind/
Tryina get my dreams confined/
That won’t happen why they tryin?/
Lord I feel like Mufasa /
Cuz these people be lying/
I cut my time online/
People jumping on my timeline/
Leaving a comment that I don’t need/
Being starved in my own feed/
And I know it’s a bait/
I bite on it & lose your way/
Only time I feel safe/
Is when I seek your face/
Early in the morning, I will seek you
Early in the morning, I will find you
(at the break of dawn)
Early in the morning, I will seek you
Early in the morning, I will find you/
A girl called me in the night/
Told me how she felt like/
Friends and family had left/
Cuz she couldn’t do right/
Another text me just to say/
Man I want to quit smokin'/
Don’t nobody really love me/
Men I could just quit hopin'/
Another hit me up in tears/
And said her friend wanted suicide/
Said her friend felt so lost/
That she had decided she would quit life/
Another told me that she self-harms/
It’s the only pain that I can control/
Everyone is plotting on my fall/
I’m just hopin' I don’t lose my soul/
People dyin' on a daily/
Bombs goin' off lately/
We’re all planning for tomorrow/
Will it come? well, Maybe/
We are drowning in our sorrows/
What are we even chasin'?/
Man, I swear that we missed the wave/
But we swear that we’re wavy/
These are thoughts that I’m dealing with?/
That’s the reason why I’m sleepless/
These are people that I’m healing with/
That’s the reason why I’m serious/
Rain comes and we all know/
There’s hope we can hold on/
We can even cry the whole night/
Joy comes in the morning/
Early in the morning, I will seek you
Early in the morning, I will find you
(At the break of dawn)
Early in the morning, I will seek you
Early in the morning, I will find you/