All Coming Down Today

Can you hear me?
Can you all see that I tried?
And I’ve cried alone
Whatever I have done
I could run all the way
Let them all se what’s inside me
And I’ve tried, I get by on my own
The memory inside me is fighting to stay
But it’s all coming down today
Please forgive me for what I might be
I smiled, like a child in spring
Before the rising sun all the fun turned grey
Like a poison, like a voice saying
Your smoke, your broken wing
Standing on a table of paper machete
When it’s all coming down today
No more hiding, and no more fighting
I’m cold, I’ve sold my heart
Forgive me or forget me
Don’t get close to (?)
If I’m guilty than you can (?) me
And (?)
And I’d fall apart
Something has to go
I don’t know what you said
But it’s all coming down today