Closer to Coma

Have you seen my sanity?
I seem to have left it at home
I feel pushed up against the wall
Like some Black Flag song
Oh and i try to wish it away
Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell
Why am I so selfish?
I push away everyone who loves me I don’t want, want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me Why am I so childish?
I don’t want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me Hold on tight
Everything will be alright
If I choose I Why am I so selfish?
I push away everyone who loves me I don’t want, want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me Why am I so childish?
It’s because my mother never loved me I don’t want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me