Half a Block to Go

I want apple butter, picnic and wine
All the time, yeah all the time
But nothing turned out like I planned
What happened, man? Man, what happened?
I wanna go home, go home, go home
Sad incessant second guesses clawing at my mind again
I’m analyzing every word, I’m questioning my every step
I made it this far, now these insecurities keep creeping in
They gather round and smile at me like old familiar friends
Still I’m singing
Half a block to go until I get back home
Half a block away but it’s miles before
I’ll know if this was worth it, if this was worth it
They say if you’re alive it’s better to smile, so I’ll try
And tomorrow when I’m leaving I’ll stop myself from thinking, «where did I go
wrong?»
I know I had some reason for doing what I did
Yeah, there’s a reason that I’m in this place
I wish I could remember, remember what it is
Only half a block to go until I get back home
Half a block away but it’s miles before
I’ll know if this was worth it
It’s only half a block to go until I get back home
Half a block away but it’s miles before
I’ll know if this was worth it
All this time spent moving forward
Going backwards in my mind
Looking for a piece of something lost
Terrif‌ied of what I’ll f‌ind
Half a block to go until I get back home
Half a block away but it’s miles before
I’ll know if this was worth it
Half a block to go until I get back home
Half a block away but it’s miles before
I’ll know if this was worth it, if this was worth it