Lonely Street

Yeah
Where’s everybody at?
It’s Madd Hatter
Class-Sick Records 2009
Yo it’s hard to know for certain why incoherent urges
Pull back the curtain to flaunt surges that cause all my hurtin'
Stuck feedin' my burden, cause offers failed to foster flirtin'
Sluts applause in wonder bras
I’m wanderin' around the same circles
Not better off amongst the most sane
Boast game, no piety, society’s not close to likin' me
I ask questions 'bout my purpose
'Cause problems never work out that surface
State the facts because I’m worthless
Plus I must’ve heard this 'bout a thousand times through my music
Filled with false hope but I’ve already been through it
It influenced me to travel time absent-mindedly
Findin' me, defiantly, like this variety
I drink alone, liquor in back alleys
Though it provokes my malady
So fuck you givin' me pity, fuck my liver and kidneys
Need to heal my Achilles
Feel no heartbeat, got me walkin' while I’m sippin' on whiskey
Yes, I’m walkin' (yes, I’m walkin')
Walkin' down a lonely street (walkin' down a lonely street)
Yo
I struggle to see why these people can’t see me
Invisible, yeah I know it’s pitiful
Ridiculed for my stance and position
But I can’t run 'cause my feet keep coming up missing
Like a bad rendition of past times
Like rewindin' a skipping track five times
I want five mics but I can’t get through five nights
Guess that’s why I’m sleep deprived
The scare of death, only reason I stay alive
It’s my life, more reason to make it mine
Delusional fixations that cover the abrasions of my pride of and stupidity
The mini-mes that only wanna get rid of me
The epitome of a born identity
Consider me an enemy
That’s why the world don’t wanna hear me talking
So I guess I’m walking
Yes, I’m walkin' (yes, I’m walkin')
Walkin' down a lonely street (walkin' down a lonely street)
Though companions won’t answer my demands to grant a second chance
God-damned if my ramblin' rants ever got me an answer
Like a grandeur mantra dancin' round in the hands of
That manic disparager
Try to damage my character, soul, body and mind
My goal’s obvious, I’m tryna simply survive
On this ample meander (meander)
Feet numb but feet don’t fail me now
Wanna keep me buried under? Better nail me down
You fuckin' clowns, I’ve only scratched the surface
I got you nervous
Why you cowards say I don’t deserve this?
Success is earned, it can’t be purchased like merchandise
Still it comes with a price, does that make it worthless?
Searchin' day and night just to learn they may be right
Though they may be lyin'
I rely upon survival and remain behind them while I’m walking
Yes, I’m walkin' (yes, I’m walkin')
Walkin' down a lonely street (walkin' down a lonely street)