You Was Meant to Be Mine

I heard around town that you got a new
Man and you talk to him 24/7, so that’s why
Don’t pay me no attention no more
I heard around town that you got a new
Man and you talk to him 24/7, so that’s why
Don’t pay me no attention no more
I thought you was my damn shordy
I thought you said you would do anything for me
Cause I said that I would do the same for you
And now you acting like I ain’t exist like what the fuck I do
Besides everything for you, if you was scared to fight
I said I’d take the hit for you, and when you had to cry
I told you that I’m here for you, and if you
Ever need anything just hit me up
I know we was never really a thing
Cause I was afraid to tell you how I feel
Cause I ain’t knew if you had felt the same
But something was thre and you know it
We just nevr did shit about it though
That unspoken silence spoke loudly though
We both know that we had a connection
And you can’t say we didn’t cause all of those moments
We spent together were unlike any other moments
That I’ve ever had with another person in my life
Cause baby, look you was meant to be my
One and only, now you’ve gone and left me lonely
And it’s hard to think about you now knowing
That you ain’t want me, so I don’t know what to do
Should I laugh or cry, I’m just asking why
You went and did this to me after I laid
My entire life down for you, no matter when you needed me
I’d be around for you, I always made sure you was
Comfortable in whatever situation you in and
Made sure that it never turned ugly or uglier
Than what it coulda been, I wonder what we coulda been
If we woulda been, cause girl, we shoulda been
But what you did with him, is what you shoulda
Did with me but you didn’t, damn
I know soon you’ll realize that you screwed up
Cause that the new mofucka you with don’t care about you
None, you shoulda stayed by my side
Cause I would treat you right, and we coulda
Been together for like the rest of our life
But now you’re with him, and it hurts when I see
You together, girl
And now you’re acting distant, when I thought
You would be here forever, girl
And now I miss you, everything that I told you
Don’t matter now, I just wish I was with you
But I don’t think I will ever feel better now
That way you walk, that’s me, the way you talking
All that talk, that’s me, you never said certain words
Until I came along and told you what they meant
And now you use them when you talk to him
And it hurts when I see you talk to him
About shit that you used to talk to me about
And you’d tell me that you never told anybody before
I thought that was only for me, I guess it wasn’t after all
All that shit about your private life, and the past
Trauma you have from your childhood, or those times
About you getting into nasty fights, now fast forward
Now you stronger than some plywood
I told you how proud I was of how far you’ve come
And I told you not to worry About the things you’ve done
Our mistakes shape who we are today, but my biggest
Mistake was me letting you get away
But I hope one day you’ll see that
Everything I say in this song I really mean it
No one made me feel the way you did when I
Saw you standing there, I wanted nothing but to
Hold you and tell you how much I care about you
How 'bout you, did you feel the same way that I do
Was it just too late, was I holding back too much
Or did I say something stupid that made you type uncomfortable
Cause you know that I would never in my life
Life do anything to make you sad ever
And I’m sorry if I did, I really hope you can forgive me
For whatever I did if I did do anything
But I don’t think that I did
But you made me a better man, everything
I see now from a new perspective, I used to view
The world so different then you just appeared and
Made me think with a different stance
So I thank you for making me into who I am
I just wish that I could hold your hand and let me
Be your man, instead of him, cause without you
I just feel lost, I feel like I ain’t going anywhere
Damn girl, you were supposed to be there, girl
You was meant to be mine, you was meant to be mine