Open Wide

I’ve closed my eyes
One million times
And there you are again
Dragging me into the beginning
Been broken twice
But that’s alright
You’ve always had me
And I’m embarrassed to admit it
How many times do I say goodbye
Before I’ll know you’re gone?
How many lies do I have to hide
To be satisfied?
You’ve read my mind
Right every time
Knowing you’re after me
Doesn’t distract me while I’m in it
I’ll say I’m fine
But I’ve been my shadiest alibi
Struggling out of every minute
How many times do I say goodbye
Before I’ll know you’re gone?
How many lies do I have to hide
To be satisfied?
How many more days will I waste
Until I’ll forget your face
Holding me back from my heart
Breaking into crumbs
Of what I thought were love
I’ve given more of myself
For the same old mistakes
I’ve always made
Our memory is relentlessly
Guilting me into want to stay
I’ve lost a little more
Than the things I was sure
Could take your place
How many times do I say goodbye
Before I’ll know you’re gone?
How many lies do I have to hide
To be satisfied?
How many more days will I waste
Until I’ll forget your face
Holding me back from my heart
Breaking it all
ow many times do I say goodbye
Before I’ll know you’re gone?
How many lies do I have to hide
To be satisfied?
I open wide and I’m alone again