What A World

It’s hard to take but i can’t turn away
So many feelings and just like yesterday
What a world, what a world
I’m not alone, this I know
So many people look
What a world, what a world
I’m so tired of searching
Why don’t I, turn on the light
Been left in the dark to find it
What is wrong, what is right
Don’t know what’s worse, failure or success
Survival skills may soon put me to rest
What a world, what a world
I will not act like I don’t understand
But how a man could kill another man
What a world, what a world
If you could hold your own heart in your hands
How would you hold it?
So sick and tired of aching
For a taste of the cake
The high just leaves me vacant
What am I, is to waste
I’ve done my part of making misery
There, and I owned it, it’s all part of me
What a world, what a world
The answers come when I forget to ask
Riddle to riddle just take me to task
What a world, what a world
What if my fear is just a dream?
Would that make me feel less or more in between?
What a world, what a world
I’ve been on the bus with trouble
Looking good, chasing the bait
Now it’s my heart that’s dying
Full of fat, underweight
I woke up to the sound, the ocean waves crashing down
What a world, what a world