One Mil

Camera girl, you still there?
If I look you’ll disappear
Worse, you might want to talk
I’m so underprepared
I don’t know, is it real?
Can’t ignore the way it feels
Like the stomach-punch it is
I’ll try but I could waste one million chances
Before you’re gone
Before I get your name
Keep dreaming
I’m the only one awake here
Always gone
Always slips away
Can’t explain why it sticks
Why I seem to get stuck in
Unsustainable amounts of time reliving this
Wish I had mastery of with, luck and fearless confidence
Then shred majestically to your heart
I’ll try but I could waste one million chances
Before you’re gone
Before I get your name
Keep dreaming
'Cause I’m the only one awake here
Always gone
Always slips away
I’ll try but I could waste one million chances
Before you’re gone
Before I get your name
Keep dreaming
'Cause I’m the only one awake here
Always gone
Always slips away
I’ll try but I could waste one million chances
Before you’re gone
Before I get your name
Keep dreaming
'Cause I’m the only one awake here
Always gone
Always slips away