I Shouldn't Go Anywhere

No excuses, they are useless
Pointing blame has proven fruitless
It just gets me more upset
And it makes me feel pathetic
With my glassy eyes
I think I can see inside
Pierce the wall, find the gall
But it’s just the alcohol
Talking to me, am I
Really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar
Isn’t there a rule or something
I know I shouldn’t go there
I know I shouldn’t go there
I shouldn’t go anywhere
It’s my party and I want to
Do whatever I can to taunt you
I avoid and then destroy
And then I’ve lost the only boy
That I found 'round here all year
Who inspires that kind of fear
With my stomach in a ball
And of course, the alcohol
Talking to me, am I
Really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar
Isn’t there a rule or something
I know I shouldn’t go there
I know I shouldn’t go there
I shouldn’t go anywhere
All the lies I say to myself
All the times I took the bite and hooked myself
Quit talking to me, or I’m
Really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar
Isn’t there a rule or something
Quit talking to me, or I’m
Really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar
Isn’t there a rule or something
I know I shouldn’t go there
I know I shouldn’t go there
I know I shouldn’t go there
I shouldn’t go anywhere