I'm Not Okay

And how would I ever know
If I never tried
If I never tried to love you
It’s easy to blame myself
For wanting something else
For wanting something else
Dreams start to fade away
Become another day
And then another day
Goes by
Can’t seem to watch it past
Was never good at that
Was never good at that
Was I?
I’m not Ok
With just leaving
Or holding back my words
Until I need them
I’m not OK
With just leaving
I love you too much
Thought I was above
I guess I really wasn’t
I guess I really wasn’t
A kiss is meant to fade
And feelings go away
Feelings go away
I’m not OK
With just leaving
Or holding back my words
Until I need them
I’m not OK
With just leaving
I love you too much
I’m not OK
With just leaving
Holding back my words
Until I need them
I’m not OK
With just leaving
I love you too much
How would I ever know
If I never try
If I never tried?