Smile

Love has finished and I’ve been sitting in my living room
With tunnel vision, I wonder if I’ll ever see it through
Wait a minute, my life is going off the course again
Bottle and I’m starting to feel like a corpse again
All the time
Life’s hitting my bottom line
All I ever do’s apologize
Probably better off if I die
'Cause everything’s so lovely when I go to sleep
But I wake up so empty, ghost inside my sheets
Smile
Yeah, you know it’s been a while
Feeling like my heart’s on trial
No one ever sees me smile
(No one ever sees me)
So why
Do I always walk this line
Feeling like I’m running out of time
That’s the story of my life
(No one ever sees me smile)
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, yeah
Said, «What's up"to the voices in my head, yeah
Take a shot, try my best not to forget
But I hate myself, wanna replace myself, yeah
All my friends think that I’m a reject, yeah-yeah
Therapist said I’m on the defense, yeah-yeah
Fall in love too easy, I’m so desperate
Got all these questions
Like, «Why am I so fucked up? Where did I go wrong?»
Can I suppress my demons move on, while I try to
Smile
Yeah, you know it’s been a while
Feeling like my heart’s on trial
No one ever sees me smile
(No one ever sees me)
So why
Do I always walk this line
Feeling like I’m running out of time
That’s the story of my life
(No one ever sees me smile)
(No one ever sees me)