Explain

I can’t explain
Everyone keeps saying
Same thing
You must be sad
I guess I’ll tell you
It’s not the same thing
It took a while but I’m doing ok
We played a long time
We got along fine
And just like you I can’t believe it’s through.
Believe it.
Me and you.
I’m on my own now
I play alone now
I’d like to say that I’m kind of scared
What if I lose it
I’ve been known to panic
I make myself sick 'cause I’ve got bad nerves
I’ve got bad nerves.
Oh my nerves.