Sober

I woke up this morning a little hungover
It hits different since I got older
Still got this old chip on my shoulder
The stubborn side of me will never get sober
Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works
I run from shame, I’ll do anything to heal the hurt
I fucked up again
Hide behind my sins
I found everything but closure
Learned to swallow pride
Behind these hollow whines
I don’t see change getting closer
I’ll never get sober
I deal with this pain, don’t ask me how
I just hide behind the mask of smiles
When I’m down and drunken bound, I get as high as I can be
I don’t like the person that’s inside of me
Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works
I run from shame, I’ll do anything to heal the hurt
I fucked up again
Hide behind my sins
I found everything but closure
Learned to swallow pride
Behind these hollow whines
I don’t see change getting closer
I need to get sober
I woke up this morning a little hungover