Alone in My Bed

I have to trust that you love me
I have to tell myself over and over again
I cannot stop checking my phone
When will he text me back
When will he call me back
Or will he fall asleep in someone else’s arms
Dealing kisses to undeserving lips
And at the same time I would whisper
I love you forever, forever
But I’m alone in my bed, bed, bed, bed, bed, bed…
alone in my bed, bed, bed, bed, bed, bed… (x2)
alone in my bed (x2)
But I’m alone in my bed, bed, bed, bed, bed, bed…
alone in my bed, bed, bed, bed, bed, bed… (x2)
alone in my bed (x2)
Yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah
yeah
Don’t let me down
It’s like I don’t remember
how to blink
The thoughts that barrel through
my mind block out my instinct
As I grow dumber with my fear
If only you were here
I wish that you were here
I must keep myself
busy and distracted
Or I will dig myself
a grave of thoughts
And there’s no peaceful rest
with this hurt in my chest
Gotta trust that you would die
before you’d leave me
With every last chance of ever breathing
You would tell me how much you love me
you love me