A Part of Thugs

She was light, bright, damn new white
With dem Chinese eyes and big girl thighs
And it was, so many rumors and so many lies
About my, so many girls and so many wives
That it broke up my home, she left me alone
And I was tryin' to explain to her on the phone
But I’m like «What was the use of tellin' the truth?»
Plus I was trained at a youth to do what I do
So I just tell her some lies to make her feel good
Like one day I’m movin' you out the hood
It went from kisses and hugs to pushes and shoves
But that was all a part of fuckin' wit thugs, come on
If you was down you would steel for a nigga
Stay by my side even kill for a nigga?
If you fuck wit a nigga for real
Then it ain’t nothing to keepin' it trill
If you was down you would steel for a nigga
Stay by my side even kill for a nigga?
If you fuck wit a nigga for real
Then it ain’t nothing to keepin' it, nothing to keepin' it trill
She just wanted to smile and wanted a child
But I was ruining her dreams by livin' too wild
She said I need to calm down and act like a man
And my response was like «What the fuck is you sayin'?»
'Cause I was so caught up into movin' it white
And I was gone 24/7 a night
And I didn’t give a fuck if I was wrong or was right
'Cause I was a D-boi livin' a D-boi's life
And she was a school girl slash D-boi's wife
And it was in wit the wrong and out wit the right
'Cause she was trafficin' and manufacturin' drugs
But that was all apart of fuckin' wit thugs, come on
If you was down you would steel for a nigga
Stay by my side even kill for a nigga?
If you fuck wit a nigga for real
Then it ain’t nothing to keepin' it trill
If you was down you would steel for a nigga
Stay by my side even kill for a nigga?
If you fuck wit a nigga for real
It ain’t nothing to keepin' it, nothing to keepin' it trill
We was tighter then fam, cooler than friends
We thought it would last forever and never would end
And we’d get mad at each other and try to pretend
Like we was callin' it quits, wasn’t speakin' again
We went our separate ways for a couple of days
You know, the separate phase for hell of some days
But uh, I regret ever doin' her friend
But it was the need of the moment and you know us men
We just think without actin' my man was back trackin'
But still I say what I mean and mean what I say
'Cause I’m real so play yo' position and show us some love
'Cause that was all a part of fuckin' wit thugs
If you was down you would steel for a nigga
Stay by my side even kill for a nigga?
If you fuck wit a nigga for real
Then it ain’t nothing to keepin' it trill
If you was down you would steel for a nigga
Stay by my side even kill for a nigga?
If you fuck wit a nigga for real
It ain’t nothing to keepin' it, nothing to keepin' it trill, baby