Me, Myself and I

I got a heavy burden on me
I know the Lord tried to warn me
Through His word to kick and splurt
When I’m feeling horny
Over to my right
It’s my Bible to read
But as I lean I hear loud screams
Within to get up and leave
My flesh says
(What's up Jalil, do you still feel
His word is gonna save you from your flesh
Cause you with sin still was ill
So you should leave it
Call one of your girls that’s not saved
So you can both misbehave, in secret)
You idiot
It sounds stupid
Cause I wrote Why Do It
Creating fight music for your sly movements
My flesh hates God’s text
And eisegetes every passage
That conflicts with it
It’s a mess
The flesh lusts against the Spirit
And the Spirit against the flesh
To kneel down to pray to Christ is tough yes
And sin will have you feeling unworthy yet
Who can I confess
When stripped of what. like I’m undressed
(Yep you deserve it correct Mr
We’ve all fallen
Even those who claimed to receive Him through believing
This book’s deceiving
You read it and still it’s an effort
He’s coming for a spotless Church
And you’re, looking like a leopard
Just pick up your phone cause there’s nobody at home
You can be all alone so you can give this dog a bone)
Why am I contemplating?
(These ain’t attacks from Satan
The word says we’re drawn by desires when fornicating)
I need your strength Lord
As I find strength to read
I lean over my phone beeps
It’s my old link Denise
(Ahh man, why she calling me now for?)
We wrestle against the flesh day and night
Christ told us to fight the good fight
When I’m weak he’s made strong all the day long
It’s me, myself and I, so let’s fight
My flesh should hush its gums why’s it speaking
That’s what I get when I’m so quick to feed him
So where’s the Scripture, read it to zip its beak
It’s just me, myself and I, so let’s fight
It’s now 2pm
I’m so glad I’m still alive
Cause as I went to answer the phone my battery died
And then leaved my drum
As I walked through the slums of E3
One guy tries to unstrip me with his eyes
My mind says look away, he must like your garms
Plus you looking great J ok, just look away
As I go to mind my own business
I hear (What is this
If I stare at him back you’re not violating the Scriptures
Plus he’ll think he chiefed you Jalil, be for real
If I screwface him back then he’ll know the deal
Plus this cats excited, show him you had a red devil
Way before God and man united) (Man. United)
I need not try and converse, I observe
My heart holds pure Psalms and Proverbs
And what’s worse
Satan tried tempting Christ with Scripts
But Christ answered with theology from Deuteronomy
To Satan, kicked, and never seen
Resist the devil and he’ll flee
But what if, the enemy is me
My flesh hates God
My Spirit loves the Father
I can either screw him back
Towards Christ, that wouldn’t honor
So my cheek, I turn the other
As I go to an event to be ministered to
(What by bear brothers?
I need some banging beats
For my feet to skank and leap
And pretty please leave no room for me
Plus I hope the word’s at the end so I can leave
Before the pastor screams out repent, that’s what I don’t need
Plus I came here, to hear my friends through the speakers
I didn’t come here to read or learn about Jesus)
Lord you see my heart
Lord please restore my focus
I wanna go but only if I have pure motives
(You're hopeless, look you’re the only one that struggles
Look every believer’s blessed, you’re just caught up in a bubble)
I make the next move to you flesh
(Yes talk to me I’m listening)
I’m a Christian and you need to be put to death
(You think it’s really easy?
Think, it’s been 20 years son
It’s been just me, you got resurrected at 21
There’s no space for your godly speech
Plus I’ll be master over you
As long as I have something to eat)
Well I’ll leave you starving thanks
I hope you’ve realized that you and I don’t click like carlton banks
And Christ made me a fresh prince, Scripture
(Please don’t speak or, exegete no text from Romans 8 either
Ok I’ll be nice)
Well Christ said, precise
No man is even good, except Eli
And good is giving glory to the Most High in all things and actions
So I’ll read the word for my spirit’s satisfaction
Scrap what you’re telling me, I’ve got the best remedy
Feed the spirit man so that my flesh can’t step to me