Sourashis

Yeah
Sometimes I feel like I’ve no existence
I saw you do lot of things in my absence
I’m said nothing, I’m just believe in my patience
When I heard the real thing I can’t write this sentence
I know I’ve not been a good student since my childhood
I know everyone cheers when I loose everybody created misunderstood
I’ve done a lot of for many but now I’m not good
People have given me knowledge only for their mood
I still remember everyone calling me unsmart since that childhood
Yeah
I’m depressed
I wanted to be best
I see that when I move forward, nobody is an impressed
That is why I love to live with everyone a little, so I become fucking depressed
Occasionally, I thought I would protest
But I can’t because I’m depressed
So I’ve a pain in my chest
I said please kept a request
She don’t listen, she just left me, I’m fighting with stressed
I grew up in the midst of oppression and intrigue
I grew up in trouble, I didn’t have any money
Yet everyone think that I’ve money and everyone wants money
Lots of dishonesty ruined my life
When I couldn’t find a way out, I thought I’d kill myself with a knife
Cheating with me is what I thought of my wife
She could be anything but she couldn’t be a good wife
Yeah, I understand what you want
I miss you and your fragrance
Even after being hit by a thousand, I’m still a present
I’ve two qualities patience and talent
Now forget about it because I learned to play with my pain
Yeah, you right I learned to play with my pain
Hook:
I don’t know if you can hear me or not
Through you I see trouble a lot
You gonna make a lot of mistakes
And they gonna laugh in our face
Despite a lot of effort my life has not been extend
Yes this my life, I’m that Sourashis
I don’t know if you can hear me or not
Through you I see trouble a lot
You gonna make a lot of mistakes
And they gonna laugh in our face
Despite a lot of effort my life has not been extend
Yes this my life, I’m that Sourashis
See, I thought she was like me, but I wrong she was different
Sometime I want to find my ancient
Yes I grew up, in the midst of many brilliant
No one understand me, everyone wants me just distance
Yeah, now I’m talking about my family
Mom keeps saying she worried about my sanity
Dads wants me to go to therapy
They both don’t know it but my career is my therapist
But I can’t work towards getting past my problems
I know peoples are don’t like me, so they don’t like albums
Some peoples always focused on my incomes
Always you said I can’t say English I can’t make rhythms
I was little raw, I couldn’t do any algorithms
Really those are effects my life’s momentum
If I wanna rap I need them in my pockets
Everybody standing, I didn’t want any shortcut
Do you know? I’ve only target
Maybe my all songs are explicit
I’ve no money in my wallet, I’ve no deposit
So my all songs is my non-profit
Hook:
I don’t know if you can hear me or not
Through you I see trouble a lot
You gonna make a lot of mistakes
And they gonna laugh in our face
Despite a lot of effort my life has not been extend
Yes this my life, I’m that Sourashis
I don’t know if you can hear me or not
Through you I see trouble a lot
You gonna make a lot of mistakes
And they gonna laugh in our face
Despite a lot of effort my life has not been extend
Yes this my life, I’m that Sourashis
Sometimes I feels like I’m survive in battleground
I heard two tracks yesterday underground’s
My conscience told me turn around
My childhood was so dangerous I didn’t go any playgrounds
When I saw the face of happiness, problems said how are you
She said I’m alone, I never met anyone her boyfriend always around
I’m sorry I’m changed the subject now
Now he’s in your life so you won’t allow
I can see all, but I’m said nothing, I’m just say wow
I’m just always think, how you forget me how
Hook:
I don’t know if you can hear me or not
Through you I see trouble a lot
You gonna make a lot of mistakes
And they gonna laugh in our face
Despite a lot of effort my life has not been extend
Yes this my life, I’m that Sourashis
I don’t know if you can hear me or not
Through you I see trouble a lot
You gonna make a lot of mistakes
And they gonna laugh in our face
Despite a lot of effort my life has not been extend
Yes this my life, I’m that Sourashis