Habitual Rituals

I call all my drugs habitual rituals
If I went broke I’d probably sell my soul
I can’t feel shit except my pulse
I be in the zone you won’t find me I’m alone
At a all time low!
Yeah, I’m higher than most, here
It’s just me and my omens
These habitual rituals got me so lit, shit
I’m sacrificial, yeah, my soul is like a token
Smoking sacks of the kill and I swear this shit is potent
Biting all these pain pills, ima serotonin solider
Double up my dose cos I feel like a comatose
Never been a victim, yeah, I always been the culprit
I’m done with all that bullshit, I don’t want cope with it
I just mix the molly with the coke and the codeine then I start zoning
Yeah
It’s a such a shame how…
I’m out here on the other side
And I gotta walk alone again
Yeah, yeah
She always tell me I’m her hell now
My demons must be proud
All this X got me spellbound
I’m in my own realm
My only home is the red zone
You gotta fly if you let go!
I call all my drugs habitual rituals
If I went broke I’d probably sell my soul
I can’t feel shit except my pulse
I be in the zone you won’t find me I’m alone
At a all time low!
Yeah, I’m higher than most, here
It’s just me and my omens
These habitual rituals got me so lit, shit
These habitual rituals got me zoning
I’m in my zone an I ain’t going nowhere
I been going nowhere fast for so long
I don’t even know where my home is
All I ever loved was her
I bet you can hear me too
Shit, all I ever loved was you
Yeah, yeah