What I Say

I do not know who to trust
So I’ve been talking to myself like there was two of us
Dust to dust, dirty soul trynna clean it up
People lying, people dying, barely keeping up
I’ve been growing shit been changing and I can’t adjust
It’s like no matter what I do it’s still just not enough
They been talking down but I’ve been looking up
Word to black Sinatra I been cooking up
They gon' hit me up hoping that I’ll hook ‘em up
But it ain’t no handouts homie put ‘em up
…stick up on the stage, hit a lick up in the stu
I’ve been putting in the overtime and picking up the crew
I just got up off a flight, boutta book a couple cruises
Every step I take is crucial, really you don’t have a clue
All you do is make excuses, y’all ain’t doing nothing new
Trynna wife a real woman but I only know a few
Only buy it if it’s useful, only say it if it’s true
I put my heart and soul inside of everything I do
I’m a real one (real one, real one)
Got a lot of pain I’m trynna heal from
Made a lot of sacrifices for the millions
These labels begging me to get a deal done
I’m reporting live from the Ville son
Can’t score if you not in the field son
Broke boys, they just hide in the hills, son
Walk I mile in my shoes? You couldn’t fill one
Quiet on the set
Careful what you saying homie I do not forget
Said she loved me since we met
Told her girl quit playing
Think it’s time to place your bets
This my first season but I’m feeling like a vet
Boy I’m higher than a jet
But I still got more to climb
It’s a storm inside my mind and a fire in my chest
…watching what I say to who
Cause if they got a problem I’m so quick to make it two
You ain’t really poppin man I hate to break the news
I’m just dancing through the drama I been out here making moves
…watching what I say to who
I can make a million dollars going in and out the booth
…they be watching what I do
Heard ‘em talking like they got it but we’ve never seen the proof
And I’m: skipping over cracks in the street
They all want reactions from me
You know I get them racks on repeat
Feel like Chino home from Cali boy I’m back with the heat
All those condos and flights
All those Tahoes and Titans
Praying to the sky on those long roads at night
Playing with your life boy go on roll the dice
You go hard or go big or just go home and die
Battle with my ego trynna kill off my pride
Should I let it live? Man I still can’t decide
Racing with myself and I just hit my stride
Like I’m headed back to base how I pull up and slide
She can see it in my eyes, I think she already know
I’m a different type of guy and my heart is made of snow
Your bubble bout to pop but the boy about to blow
And I’ll probably never stop dog that’s just the way it go, yeah
I do it for my opps, yeah, love to let ‘em watch, yeah
I do it for the people who just want to see me drop
They been wishing evil on me, got me feeling like a Beetle
I just hope I don’t get Lennon’ed go ahead and take a shot
Can’t deny it I’m a hot boy
Everything you not boy
Fifty thousand watts
I was destined for the top
They all coming for my spot
I don’t mind it let ‘em try
You ain’t welcome where I shop
This a spirit you can’t buy
You been living off of hope, but the well is running dry
I could show these guys the ropes but I’d rather tie a knot
I stay up in the sky cause my demons cannot fly
Your dude he got a problem I could probably tell you why
Yeah, I heard he talkin shit, get too close he might get hit
And that boy gon' be in danger from this poison that I spit
All these choices that I made got me acting out a dream
I’m really on the scene you just see it through a screen
Did it for my family and I did it with the team
I could tell you all about but it you won’t know what I mean so I’m: