Frostbite

I don’t know where to start
I got a hole in my heart
I bought a condo, furnished it and filled it with art
One night I’ll probably burn the shit and live in my car
I can’t spend my time with people who don’t know who they are
Every time I write a song it feel like talking to God
I really feel like David when he playing the harp
Live from Washington Park
If you brought the shit—spark it
I took a shot in the dark
It landed right on my target
I think it’s time for the harvest, they say you reap what you sew
Act like you so smart then let us see what you know
I put all the fear and feelings I had deep in the snow
It’s like these people homeless how they sleep on the flow, for real
Yeah, this life gave me frostbite
Blood and dirt mixed with snow this shit off white
Leave your toe tagged like some Off-White
Never take a night off and never have an off night
She got underneath my skin like a dog bite
Been seeing in the dark like I had fog lights
I fantasize about getting on the wrong flights
I just need some time and I’ll be all right
Let me keep this shit going
There’s a big difference between doing and knowing
I’ve been learning and growing
Lot of personal moments
Lot of purposeful moving
Got a versatile crew
We on a vertical route
Every verse is the truth
But I know that I should doubt it if I heard it from you
It might hurt to hear the words they want to turn me on mute
It just get worse when you do
I’m aiming for your nerves
I’m a nerd in the booth
Still the boss in the room
I’m a king and when I go I’m gon' get tossed in a tomb
Be cautious what you assume
Never bothered by the talking or threats
Got a cross on my neck
That’s cause someone paid the cost
I remember being lost, broke, exhausted and stressed
That boy tried to play me and he lost my respect
That girl tried to play me and she lost my respect
That’s probably the reason for this frost in my chest
I’m cold
Yeah, this life gave me frostbite
Blood and dirt mixed with snow this shit off white
Leave your toe tagged like some Off-White
Never take a night off and never have an off night
She got underneath my skin like a dog bite
Been seeing in the dark like I had fog lights
I fantasize about getting on the wrong flights
I just need some time and I’ll be all right
Reflecting on my history
I think back to the semi almost hitting me
Called my cousin crying told her that was almost it for me
I feel like death behind me but I never let it get to me
Nah, God told me he isn’t finished
He sending me on a mission
So I gotta go and get it in any and all conditions
My enemy isn’t flesh
My energy like there’s ten of me—ready for every test, yeah
I don’t want what isn’t meant for me