Father

Sitting in my room, waiting for the call
I’ve been waiting here for days, hiding in this cold dark winter
I’m sitting in my room, but should I be by your side?
She told me you were fine, but I heard in her voice she lied
Cause I can’t go to the moon and back
I don’t know if I should go back
Sitting in my seat, soon I’ll be by your side
I’m drinking way too fast
Am I gonna be there in time?
Thinking of the years, all the tears I should’ve shared with you
Always far apart, always too scared to make that call
Cause I can’t go to the moon and back
I don’t know if I’ll ever say
I do love you, but I don’t think that’s an easy thing to say
But if I don’t say it now, it might never be said at all
Cause I can’t go to the moon and back
Thinking of the years, thinking of the fears
Making dreams out on the run
Thinking of the squares, thinking of downstairs
Locking us inside the room
Thinking of the words that you never heard
Things we should’ve said and done
Feeling every turn, crash and then we burn
Dreaming of forgiving you
I can’t go to the moon and back
I can’t say that I want you back
I do love you, but I don’t think that’s an easy thing to say
But if I don’t say it now, it might never be said at all
Cause I can’t go to the moon and back