Melt

I pushed it under
Showed it on her way
Baby, it’s okay
She never wondered
I wonder
But I wish I’d known her
Kept her by my side, listened to her eyes
Back where we once were
I sat down
Should’ve left when tears felt sound
Oh, when the loss came round
She felt this shame
Sordid breathing in the nights
Twisted bodies felt the light
Touching side my words to cry
I melt away
She drowned me slowly
Kept me by her chest, let me rest my head
I still felt lonely
I wish you’d told me
That she helped me fall asleep
Kept her mind at rest, let me in her bed
She needs me closely
I sat down
Should’ve left when tears felt sound
Oh, when the loss came round
She felt this shame
Sordid breathing in the nights
Twisted bodies felt the light
Touching side my words to cry
I melt away