If You Really Love Me

If you really love me
You know not to tell me
I’ve been wandering around all night
If you got the nerve I don’t mind
It can be deceiving
I’ve been turning my lights on
I know that you’re right
Hold your hand out it’s a gesture babe
Go and get them cause they stole something
I never wanted to seek your praise
But I received it near the Bagley Bridge
Pull the trigger you won’t feel a thing
Make your mind up we don’t have all day
I only did it cause it caused you pain
I’m fairly certain you would do the same
In December I could still scrape by
Dreaming of romantic ways to die
I want to jump off of a crowded bridge
To feel the pain of splashing in the street
Pull the trigger you won’t feel a thing
Make your mind up we don’t have all day
I only did it to cause you pain
I’m fairly certain you would do the same
But I don’t mind, how could I mind
For most our youth we under-slept
Which keeps us here and soaking wet
But how could I possibly mind
I don’t care, how could I care
I can’t sleep alone at night
So medicate and pacify me
How could I possibly care