Lost Myself

Honestly speaking
I feel like you being insecure about somethings, doesn’t mean you can’t also
come off as being a dick
I mean, the fact that you had to breakup something that wasn’t anything yet…
because you felt it was going somewhere all by yourself, like why did you have
to make it like I was the one pushing it there? Like why?
Because I just returned the energy you gave? Or cos we matched ach other’s
energy
This is on you bro
And I’m hoping that you gt to find love and not get stuck on what was meant to
be
Lately i been praying cos my demons got the best of me
Don’t even remember what it feels like to be happy see
I’m feeling like I ain’t myself, yeah
All my past relationships have left me feeling empty B
Girls that make me happy always end up being the death of me
Truthfully I’m fucking scared to open up the rest of me
I’m feeling like I ain’t myself
I feel like I still can’t wrap my head around how fast you switched up on me
One minute we were cool and the next minute I couldn’t get through to you
I know someone may have hurt you, but you can’t go around doing this to other
people
If I don’t let nobody in I can’t get hurt again
Insecure but I you like you, we can’t be more than friends
Feel like you got an agenda, hate that you getting close
And that’s exactly when I start to ghost
I know you saw the signs I wasn’t stable
I know you also told me, you scare of lies also betrayal
I know you also told me, it was fine, time has a way to
Heal this wounds but I guess it’s too soon, I don’t think I could be ready for
you
I don’t think I could be ready for you
I don’t think I could be ready for you
And I know you saw the signs
All this hurt will take time
I don’t think I could be ready for you
And I know you saw the signs
I don’t think I could be ready for you
Let me know whenever you’ll be ready
Just let me know, let me know whenever you’ll be ready
Baby I’ve been feeling crazy
Really I want you to be my baby be my baby
Really I want you
Girl you left me here all alone
I’ve been here, drunk in love with you
With you
Baby come be my bride, be my boo
Ride or die, it’s you I choose
Oh no
Oh no
Just let me know, let me know whenever you’ll be ready
Baby I’ve been feeling crazy
Really I want you to be my baby be my baby
Really I want you
Girl you left me here all alone
I’ve been here, drunk in love with you
With you
For my brain o
For my brain o