Ur Not Around Anymore

There’s something here, somethin' here
That I can’t, I can’t say to you
So, I’m wonderin', wonderin'
I never really know just what to do do
I said, I’m wonderin', wonderin'
If you, you’ve been lookin' for it, too
I said I only pay myself when the rent is due
I said I only pay myself when I’m missin' you
How much of your mentions is different dudes?
How much of your mentions is different dudes?
I’m lost and confused, I still have to make moves
I still have to pay rent because rent is due
Poison in his veins
Yo
Poson in his veins
Yo, yo, yah, yah
I had to calm it down, it’s different when you
Yeah, yeah
What, what, what, what
«Who's mans?» I’m askin' with two cans blastin'
Too damn extravagant
Peanut butter jelly in the Ziplock with the plastic zip
Hold your gold chain by the clasp of it
You ain’t even seen the last of it
Fuck all that shit, let’s just get back to the black of it
The love made 'em good, I’m bettin', 'cause the lack of it
Backwards or battle it, this type talent came with an asterisk
Double entendre, it was his ass to risk
Sad, because I’m still only half as passionate
As most niggas we all lost within' the last two decades
Rest in peace, Stunnaman, rest in peace Lanman, Key West
Yeah, and I’ll never forget Freshman year at Cleveland
Leonard told me if I ever had an issue with somebody
Set it up and he’d knock 'em down, rest in peace
I had to calm it down, it’s different when you not around, big bro
I had to calm it down, it’s different when you not around, 'round, 'round
I had to calm it down, it’s different when you not around, 'round, 'round
If Donald was gonna fight, I was gonna fight, too
I stick to the script and make sure that I got it down
I had to calm it down, it’s different when you not around, little cousin
Who am I away from my brothers? I had no clue
I guess it’s just a thing you gotta go through
I’m a real nigga, I got a troubled soul
But I feel no troubles when I hold you
She don’t see the demons or the things I had to go through
Told boo to roll through in slo-mo, too
So smooth, the way she did it right
Ghost chasin' the boy
And my girl waitin' for me to get it right, too
They say she just wants to be with a nigga like yo
She the reason niggas wanna be a nigga like you
I don’t know what she sees in a nigga like you
What do they see in you?
I don’t even know, I’m tryna see it, too
But you found my Twitter when you needed to
But where was you when I needed you?
I had to calm it down, it different when you not around
Missin' but you got it down, you trippin, nigga, not a sound
Slippin', I’m on solid ground, whippin' on your side of town
Niggas grippin' itchin' to get they clique and clips with solid rounds
Street lessons, bro, jumped and got rejected
They shot him down due to the lack of common ground
That’s why I had to calm it down
It’s different when you not around, Pat, Joe, X
I had to calm it down
It’s different when I’m not around
When I’m alone