Hymen

How do I come inside
Taken back and fallen hard
Against the grain of two
Beset and intertwined
Facing past so unclear
Desire takes ahold
Tempting fate to reel in hope
It echoes in my head
Silenced by the weak
Starvation clouds my heart and soul
The sickness floods in pain of mind
Callous I believe
All I can see is all I am
This emptiness has taken over
I’ve taken all this to time to
Reflect with introspection
and sifting thru debris I
Feel it’s eluding me and
Laughing at my distain
Reflecting back into
Pushes the force between
but what if I defy
Silenced by the weak
Starvation clouds my heart and soul
The sickness flood in pain of mind
Callous I believe
Reflecting back into my eyes
Piercing thru with no way back