Syndrome

After all the things that I have said
All I’d done to make you see
I still remain out here
Outsider to your dreams
Say it’s true
You found the one for you
And it’s not me
Yet I’ll try, I’ll try; I’ll try until I die
Your love is too much for me to throw away
Too many tomorrows too long I’d wait
I never wanted the love becoming hate
Living in a world I didn’t create
I’d have gone for all at stake
I live with these mistakes
I always thought you’d never cry
I never wanted to see the sight
Did I do this to you before?
Another mistake is brought to light
This was no lie
I’m bought out from your life
Can I hold off the dying of the light?
The dying of the light
But now I enter my trance…