Alive

I am on my own.
There are feeling unknown, they’re not gone.
I thought I was free to live and fulfill all that I dreamed.
But it all changed so suddenly.
Life wasn’t what it supposed to be.
And if I keep on standing still,
I know I won’t be free.
I’ve been down and paralyzed.
Questions running through my mind. Is this right?
I just want to live my life, but instead I’m falling apart.
But it all changed so suddenly.
Life wasn’t what it supposed to be.
And if I keep on standing still,
I know I won’t be free.
I’m not alive if I can’t live my own life,
Time passes by and I’m loosing my mind.
I’m not denying, deep inside I’m crying.
Tears from my heart, hear me please,
Let me be alive.
I have come to realize.
I must loose all my fear, starting here.
It might take some time for me to grow strong
And just to break free.
I’m not alive if I can’t live my own life,
Time passes by and I’m loosing my mind.
I’m not denying, deep inside I’m crying.
Tears from my heart, hear me please,
Let me be alive.
I’m not alive if I can’t live my own life,
Time passes by and I’m loosing my mind.
I’m not denying, deep inside I’m crying, fighting, dying
Let me be alive