Ready For The Sun

She will come and she will go
A lesson that I’ve come to know
I will find my friend, I will find my friend
People change but stay the same
I’m learning how to play the game
Until the bitter end, drowning with my friend
I’m not running toward the answers you would have me find
I’m just looking for a recess in my worried mind
I’m not ready for the end, I’m not ready to begin
I’m not ready for a change, you don’t have to fight me
I’m not looking for the daylight anytime to come
I’m not ready yet, I’m not ready for the sun
Seasons come and seasons pass
But I just hide behind my mask
I won’t let you in, you are not my friend
Clock keeps ticking all day long
Heart grows weak, my urge grows strong
I will find my friend, I’ll be whole again
I’m not running toward the answers you would have me find
I’m just looking for a recess in my worried mind
I’m not ready for the end, I’m not ready to begin
I’m not ready for a change, you don’t have to fight me
I’m not looking for the daylight anytime to come
I’m not ready yet, I’m not ready for the sun
Whoa
Night by night, the years go by
And I could never tell you why
I treat myself like this, I keep myself from bliss
I stay young while you grow old
Living out the lies I told
Wallow in my sin 'cause I got old my friend
I’m not ready for the end, I’m not ready to begin
I’m not ready for a change, you don’t have to fight me
I’m not looking for the daylight anytime to come
I’m not ready yet, I’m not ready for the sun
Oh, I’m not ready for the sun
Yeah, I’m not ready