Here To Blame

Life has taken a sudden turn
for the worse again
i cant smile
while watching our friendship fall
from the sky
all the lies
i did not just
what iv done to stop us from what will be done
its not fair
to keep leading her through these lies
about the actions i have denied
its not alright
im not alright
and its nobodys fault
but mine
razorblades wont mend my need
it doesnt help
to watch you bleed
my head dont know
im on my knees again
im begging for the morning light
im breaking down
these walls of shame
im the only person
here to blame
its not fair
to keep leading her through these lies
about the actions i have denied
its not alright
im not alright
and its nobodys fault
its not fair
to keep leading her through these lies
about the actions i have denied
its not alright
im not alright
its not alright
i dont care at all
sadness break my fall
i dont care at all
dont care to find the answer
everything is not alright
as i lay next to her
the thought has occured
but this time
its not worth the fight
the lies to her iv told
have left a burning
in my soul
ill just lay here