Haven (A Leap In The Dark)

By the ruins on the hill
All painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Rain — stings my cold face
By any chance I embrace
Failure — makes my value for life decrease
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I’ll fall like an angel from heaven
Pain — emerged with my birth
If I do anything right I get burned
Storms — in my mind a hunger for death
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I’ll fall
I gather all misfortunes
And conclude the path of life
Future is lost and so is my hope
The only way out is to die
By the ruins on the hill
All painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Oh God, where is my haven?!?
I step out on the edge
Watching the abyss below
Preparing with a deep breath
As into the dark I flow
I fought misfortune with hate
It was so hard to regain
This was my fate
I am falling!
By the ruins on the hill
All painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
Death welcomes me dead
Hell is my haven!!!