Somewhat Happy

If told yah all my secrets
Would you still wanna be around?
And confess to you my feelings
The ones I keep bottled down
Are we real enough to live this?
And get through it in one piece
Or is the core of our existence
A pile of crap that won’t exist
Pretend to laugh but I’m crying inside oh oh
All I can think of, is life, yours and mine oh oh
But I’m so over the shit that you brought
The shit that you brought, your shit, shit
And now I’m finally somewhat happy oh oh oh
Somewhat Happy oh oh oh
Somewhat Happy, somewhat Happy, that you’re not here
I tried to breathe
But all I did was just fall
I saw your face
And I lost all control
Gave it all for a dumbass who couldn’t love
Gave it all for a dumbass who couldn’t love
Pretend to laugh but I’m crying inside oh oh
All I can think of, is life, yours and mine oh oh
But I’m so over the shit that you brought
The shit that you brought, your shit, shit
And now I’m finally somewhat happy oh oh oh
Somewhat Happy oh oh oh
Somewhat Happy, somewhat Happy, that you’re not here
You’re not here to ruin my life
You’re not here to go make me cry
You’re dead, 6 six under
A pile of dirt, or a pile of shit
And now I’m finally somewhat happy oh oh oh
Somewhat Happy oh oh oh
Somewhat Happy, somewhat Happy, that you’re not here
Somewhat, somewhat, somewhat happy x3
Happy
I’m not someone happy, I’m so fucking happy that you’re not here