Acidic

I’m back
Sorry bout the hiatus
Honestly not sure what it was but i think it was the acid God forbid
Something that I love so dearly could become something so clearly
Bad for psyche, bad for mummy, trust me
I’m not deluded like you thought after all never sought out your love
No, just a conversation satiating my goofy thoughts
But who can blame me?
19 year old virgin mary my child is not that scary
She’s more of a canary than a hawk
She means no harm, though she’s got no charm, just don’t be alarmed
Cause, fast movements spook her too
Less you roll up a doob for the sharing
It’s not romantic no, I swear it’s just a show of my friendship
Cause I’m affectionate
Oh, you don’t really love me
You’re never thinking of me
Yeah I know that, yeah I know that
But still I can’t stop chasing
My mind’s getting frustrating help me through that
I’d help you through, that
But positivity seeps into me get’s dulled by all the extra weed
Never say it out loud but for some reason I am proud
Of how I alter my thoughts get caught have to abort this ship
Cause I’m sinking, stopped thinking, the way I used to do
And I can see it in the way I act
And I can see it dream of going back
But regrets never have an alibi, so I do not have an excuse not to try
Upon reflection it’s perception that will shape my intervention
If my friends were not around me who knows if I would have found me
But they’re understanding was everything to me who knows if they weren’t there
maybe I’d not be free of the shackles that held me so very tightly know that
it’s in my head but that’s more frightening
You reached your hand out to me and tight gripped my arm
Pulled me out of quicksand with warmth and with your charm
Though we were never lovers and never meant to be
I swear all of you people are now part of me
Oh, you don’t really love me
You’re never thinking of me
Yeah I know that, yeah I know that
But still I can’t stop chasing
My mind’s getting frustrating help me through that
I’d help you through, that