Oscar Nominee

I know I might be trippin', I just feel like I’m the G.O.A.T.
I know, I know that I’m a bit bias
Shit, I ride my dick so often I don’t got no room for bitches or these dick
riders—fuck these dick riders!
I’m my biggest critic and my biggest fan, I swear that life’s a trip
You want a life like this?
Shit, one minute I’m like «God damn man, now you’s a cold a piece»
Next one I’m like «I ain’t shit»
Hold up, I’m the shit
Inner conflict, failure and what’s been accomplished
We just on two different planes now, who’s in the cockpit?
Best friends that never talk, chicks I get involved with
Every win took several losses, the lesson’s dauntin'
Tryin' to evil backwards, steppin' forward
What you jealous for?
Told her water don’t flow upward and to never force it
Steady courses over rocky roads, headin' toward 'em
Heart and soul speak volumes to me, but my head ignores 'em
If they were givin' Oscars out for actin' like you give a fuck
Then I would probably be a nominee
And I would have an Oscar now for actin' like I give a fuck
I’m sorry but no apologies
Got us playin' the background, yeah that role
Camped out in this glass house as we cast stones
Glass full but my hat low, there’s a side that I can’t show
Like the passcode on my trap phone, I’m an asshole
Look at what we’ve become!
I wonder why she so fragile, she wonder why I’m so numb
I wonder why I’m concerned, focused on gettin' this bread
She wonder why I’m so extra, don’t let it get to your head
I said I know we started on the low
Right, but somewhere along the road we must’ve lost control
Made a movie called «Heart & Soul»
About someone who lost 'em both—who played the starring role?
If they were givin' Oscars out for actin' like you give a fuck
Then I would probably be a nominee
And I would have an Oscar now for actin' like I give a fuck
I’m sorry but no apologies
Recently your moods seem to be confused
Even if your lips don’t move your wounds, speak to me the truth
I think our frequencies are skewed
We go in circles, keep me in the loop
Jesus, please excuse the evil deeds we do
She should probably get an Oscar for the best performance
You should probably get an Oscar for the best performance
I see you, I see you
If they were givin' Oscars out for actin' like you give a fuck
Then I would probably be a nominee
And I would have an Oscar now for actin' like I give a fuck
I’m sorry but no apologies