how you feel now

Wake up, wake up, know that I’ma do this
You’re lookin', lookin', know that I’m the smoothest
You’re feelin', feelin' threatened 'cause I’m in this
I’m in this bitch, you know it, tried to push me out, you lost it, yeah
Open up your eyes, see me there
You try coming in with no care
Showing you what’s up, showing you what’s up
I’ma make you live with fear (ohh)
I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin' alive
You lookin', you lookin', you lookin' like you wanna to cry
I trusted, I trusted, I trusted you when you reached out
But then you tried to play me, use me
Thought I was gonna take it, tweakin', (huh)
You, you don’t give a fuck, fuck about me
The goal the vision, you don’t really care
You don’t really see
See, I see right through it all, all the misogyny (yeah)
Only thing that you first thought when you saw me
Is if you could hit it, boy, dare you to try me
I used to let this shit eat at my soul
It won’t leave me alone, my mind is just blown (yeah, yeah)
How does someone even get this low, no I won’t let it go
Cause people should know (yeah, yeah)
You said there was tension, your out of your mind
Sitting there talking, your wasting my time
I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin' alive
You lookin', you lookin', you lookin' like you wanna to cry
I trusted, I trusted, I trusted you when you reached out
But then you tried to play me, use me
Thought I was gonna take it, tweakin', (huh)
Fuck you thought this was, you don’t recognize, I see it all
Looking hella dumb, thinking i’m the one, to give you some
I’m out here tryna' work, you take advantage of younger ones
You acting like you know me, but i’m east coast bitch son
Pop it flip it, know i’m in it
Queensbridge kill it, watch me do it
Fuck you and your crew
I do it solo, I don’t need you (nah)
You are what wrong with this world
I don’t even know who gave birth to you cuz
You out here playing these games
Now you gotta sit as you watch me make moves
Hahahahahahahahahaha (2x)