Not Good Enough

It started just like in a dream
Where everybody looked at me
Eyes can pierce through anything
Pierce right through my self esteem
Expectations running high
Higher than I’d reach without
Reaching out into myself
Is it best to say goodbye?
I just wanna wake up
I’m good enough
Please let me out
Searching for someone to say
I’m good enough
Please show yourself
But then I woke up like a fool
Realising that this might just be
My fantasy
Playing fucked up games with me
Feeding on my sympathy
I just wanna wake up
I’m good enough
Please let me out
I’m searching for someone to say
I’m good enough
Please show yourself
I am telling myself
I’m good enough
You don’t have to yell at me
Not good enough
Everybody says the same
Not good enough
Not good enough
Not good enough
I am telling myself
I’m good enough
You don’t have to yell at me
Not good enough
Everybody says the same
Not good enough