Undesirable

Welcome my years of torment
I no longer serve importance
And I’ve grown so sick of smiling
Ugly inside and out, that’s my life and I’ll die, undesirable
Undesirable
This world is breaking my heart
It’s not the first time
I’ve cursed the day I was born
Shorten my lifeline
You won’t hear from me anymore
But why should I
Aim for the love that you lack
Because you never loved back
Here comes the heart attack
You’ve got love locked and loaded
I’m such an easy target, but you’re killing me
I’m taking my heart back
I should have never showed it
But I’m such an easy target
And you’re killing me
Welcome to winter every day
God’s grace has blown away
And I’m oh so tired of trying
But it’s not hard to tell that this is my hell
Cause I am still undesirable
Drown in the tears I cried
This wasn’t suicide
A broken heart is how I lived and died
Here we are again
My tragic story is coming to an end
Ready the aftermath
Oh God, just love me back
Misery’s what shines in my life time of black