Everything Is Real?

Still the thought of happiness haunts me, like a lost soul in a house
Maybe one day it will catch me and give me the skill to breathe
Sequence my thoughts ‘cause nothing seems real, keep my heart in steady beat
as I download the end
Do you believe anything. The pieces play a game, do you believe anything is
real?
Struggle to harvest the seed that breeds shame, the pieces play a game,
do you believe everything is real?
Tell me how it feels
I have no will, no soul, no courage, only oil runs through my heart,
can’t feel no pain
Can’t feel no sorrow and I’ve never experienced joy
How it would be to make a choice, walking through the days of wonder
Confused I wait for death, unable to rest
Sequence my thoughts ‘cause nothing seems real, keep my heart in steady beat
as I download the end
Do you believe anything. The pieces play a game, do you believe anything is
real?
Struggle to harvest the seed that breeds shame, the pieces play a game,
do you believe everything is real?
Tell me how it feels
Now I know what it feels to hate, destructive with intention
And I know the lust of love and the pain that you’ve carried
My courage makes me bleed, my body is decomposing, my envy for a soul…
Mistake
You would believe anything, the pieces play a game, you would believe
everything is real
You struggle to harvest the seed that breeds hate, the pieces play a game,
you would believe everything is real
I’ll tell you how it feels (to have a soul)