Tourniquet

Hold me like a tourniquet
I’m not ok
Help me from this pain I get
In my head
Eyes closed screaming «I'm not dead, not yet»
I’m so fucking scared, of what’s in my head
I don’t know how to feel
I don’t know how to hold on
When it hurts to touch the ground you walk on
I don’t know how to feel
I don’t know how to hold on
When it hurts to touch the ground —
Might die from all this medicine
At least then, I’d’ve killed all the fucking pain
I’m just saying — that I’m not ok
I’m not ok
Eyes closed screaming «I'm not dead, not yet» (aye)
Like a tourniquet
I’m not ok
Help me stop the fucking pain I get
In my head
Eyes closed screaming «I'm not dad, not yet»
I’m so fucking scared, of my head, of my had, of my head (yeah)
Hold me like a tourniquet
I’m not ok
Help me from this pain I get
In my head (help me from this pain I get
In my head)
Eyes closed screaming «I'm not dead, not yet»
I’m so fucking scared, of what’s in my (head)
Hold me like a tourniquet
Help me from this pain I get
I’m gonn' be alright, I’m gonn' be alright